A Father's Legacy
Her
breath came in short sudden bursts, quivering and weak. I tried my best to ignore her hand reaching
out to me, but what was left of my empathy told me to help her. On my knees, I bent over her, and turned her around
to face me. Her eyes were glazed and
fixed on my face. I hadn’t meant for
this to happen. It was an accident, but one driven by my new primal urge to
feed and kill.
Disgusted
with myself, I turned my face away from her, hiding the shame that was slowly
engulfing me inside.
“You
made me do this!” I shouted at her. Trying to convince myself that my actions
were not my fault, I refused to accept the truth.
“Why?”
she hoarsely whimpered, as blood seeped from the corner of her mouth.
Turning
my head to face her, I watched as tears leaked from her eyes, and ran down the
sides of her cheeks, mixing with the blood that had been smeared across her
neck. Choking noises came from the back
of her throat. Frantically, she grasped my hand as she struggled to breathe,
and in a panicked frenzy I pushed her away from me. I didn’t want to look at her, and witness her
demise. This wasn’t who I was.
“Helena.”
She whispered my name. “Hel…”
Then
silence fell around the room. An eeriness that crackled under my skin spread
throughout me, and as I held my breath, the missing sound of my own heart
resonated through my head. Looking down at my hands, I cried at the sight of
her blood on them and felt regret race through my veins. How had such small hands done this? What was
I becoming?
The
rain outside began to pelt hard against the stained glass window of the
library, lifting my mind from my inner turmoil.
I soon became aware of my own fate, and struggled to understand what had
just happened. Gazing over at the lump
on the ground, I screamed. Her dress was
torn, her hands were bloodied and her face was as white as snow.
“Ma’ma!”
I wailed.
In
desperation, I crawled over to her and shook her still and lifeless body, but
she had gone. Instead of her warm and
loving eyes staring at me; a cold hard gaze met mine, and the deep darkness
that had fixed over them fuelled my incessant grief.
Pulling
at my hair, I screamed in sorrow, “Please God…forgive me.”
“Your
God abandoned you a long time ago.” A voice echoed in the room.
Through
tear filled eyes I looked around the room and saw nothing but shadows. Outside
a crash of lightening lit up the room and illuminated a tall figure standing by
the door. His eyes bore holes through me
and I felt my very core perish under his control. What had been left of my
earthly existence was now gone and in its replace I became the monster he had
wanted all along. I was now a pawn in his game of death, another anomaly
amongst the living; a prisoner in his living hell.
My
father did this to me; my father bred me to kill. I am my father’s legacy.
The End
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